At least I think I do, or this whole incident is a pretty crazy experience. Anywho, it has been a long time since I actually said anything on here, and I decided it's time for update and probably a request/question.
First off life is good. I'm finding that I no longer have as much stress in my life like I used to, but then again I'm very little on the internet anymore. I have officially gave up Tumblr (sorry friends) and I visit DA probably once a month at most, which is sad because I see all the amazing art and just feel overwhelmed because of all of it and just end up looking at them and then say nothing. If you think I've abandoned you, I might have but I didn't mean to.
As for job, still job searching but the babysitting job I have at the moment is such a help. My debt has gone down more than 50% and I have been able to save up enough to barely scratch the cost of my mission. OTL Sad to say I still have a far way to go with saving up money, but for 18 months 7,200 dollars is cheap. Cross my fingers there's a chance I can get a full time job that pays barely over minimum wage, 6 months and I'm done. Why get the job, because they will work with me on getting a career goal at the same time. What I mean is if a position in a business that has contributed to the program opens up, and it is one I want to go into, they will put my foot in the door with a very big letter of approval. Chances of that happening, probably very little since I want to go into education (need a degree or experience if I want to work at most of the schools), but it could still happen. Great thing about it, if I find out I don't like that career/job, I don't have to spend all my time and devotion into getting a degree that I don't want anymore.
The last thing, the request. I miss you guys, I really do and decided to see if any of you would like to be emailing buddies with me. Since like I said, I don't really visit DA anymore, so the only thing I can think of is leaving my email here for all of you to see. Now you might think that this is a very stupid and risky move, but I have a system all in store, so don't worry. I do hope I hear from you all soon. My email - firstname.lastname@example.org
Hope your summer/winter is so far amazing and you are all staying safe. ~ <333